My Journey

Getting settled and stirred at the same time…

September 20, 2008 · 6 Comments

So we are getting settled in at Trisha’s parent’s house.  It has been a stressful tiring week.  Ike had me working late all while trying to get ready for moving while also trying to drum up money for closing.  All this time, while trying to get physically settled, God has been stirring my spirit.  God has shown me His provision this week.  IT looked like the money wasn’t going to be there for closing (several times) and then at the last minute it showed up.  God increased my faith greatly.  Early on some people made the comment that some of us were going to Savannah because it was “sexy.”  I assure there is nothing “sexy” bout what we have gone through.  God has stretched us. Let me explain a little.  You my remember from several earlier post that no one looked at our house from May to September (quite the long time frame when you are waiting on something.)  When we received the offer on our house we knew we would lose a lot of money if we took it.  It was a hard decision until Trisha put it into perspective.  We were talking about the money we would lose when she said if you could pay “x” amount of dollars to go to Savannah and do what God called you, would you do it?  I could not help but to say yes.  And with that, we signed the contract.  Well when the money we would owe came in even higher than we thought, I will say, I never doubted that God would come through, and I never doubted that I made the right decision.   It became easy to ask myself that same question about everything.  If you could give up your car to do what God called you, would you?  If you could sell your guitar to do what God called you, would you?  It hit me, how many times did I not do what God wanted me to (or did it slower) because I couldn’t let go of something?  God desires all of us.  All we have belongs to debt.  And while God does give us intelligence and common sense (some of us any way) He never tells us to rely on it over Him.  There is a verse I have probably heard a thousand times.

Pro 3:5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding.
Pro 3:6 In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight.

LEAN NOT ON YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING!!!!  – That part of the verse has never jumped out at me so much.  What we did many would call stupid.  I don’t care. I am excited about what God is going to do in Canvas Church. I would much rather do what we did than live safe and comfortable.  The free fall of faith is the most amazing rush ever.  So I ask you, what are you holding on to.  Jump out and enjoy the life Christ meant for us.  Like this my favorite commericial, I guess i am the pilot.

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  • Ruthie // September 21, 2008 at 11:32 am | Reply

    Las Vegas is Sexy, Bangkok is sexy, Savannah is nice, but not sexy…

  • mikey // September 21, 2008 at 11:52 am | Reply

    well, Savannah was not sexy… now I’m here.

  • monica // September 21, 2008 at 2:36 pm | Reply

    Saying that May-September is a long wait is putting it mildly. We were approved May 28th for adoption and not having been contacted yet is about to make me bonkers. I know God’s timing is perfect, we’d want nothing less than OUR CHILD that he has chosen for us. And, so we wait and try to find his path for us meantime. In our case, we’ve been waiting 9 years to be parents, surely we’ve learned a ton, our faith about God’s plan for us became so much more visible as we went, does it make the waiting easier? No. We learn, have faith and on we go…

    I’m excited for you guys and remind you that Andy is down there a TON… so you better keep the couch open for Aunt Monica when you get there. ;)

  • M & L // September 28, 2008 at 6:51 pm | Reply

    We love you guys so much! We know EXACTL you’re doing it all and we’re SO excited for you!

  • M & L // September 28, 2008 at 6:52 pm | Reply

    We love you guys so much! We know EXACTLY why you’re doing it all and we’re SO excited for you!

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